all my friends & my boyfriend are at my school RIGHT NOW seeing the business. YOU HAVE NO CLUE HOW VICIOUS IT MAKES ME THAT IM AT MY DADS HOUSE AND NOT THERE RIGHT NOW WITH THEM. not only was i one of the ONLY people to go last year when the business came, BUT me and my friends are the only reason people even enjoyed that show last year. & the fact that my boyfriend is there, and alll the slutty girls that i dont like from my school are there & IM NOT, really just makes me so upset. its not like i dont trust my boyfriend. because i do trust him <3 & hes never done anything that gives me a reason to worry. but im not worried about him, im worried about those girls who seem harmless, & just want to be his friend cause hes SUCH a nice kid. then BOOM they steal him from right under your nose. & that has happened like five times to me already. so i really just dont want to lose him and i dont trust those really slutty girls. because of course all the slutty ones are always BEAUTIFUL. and im so not pretty. and they are. and i just hope nothing happens cause i really love that kid. so those friends o’ mine better keep him away from the ugly sluts. or at least tell me if hes up on those slutty girls. ugh, i gotta go draw my heart out to get rid of these bad emotions.
So, let me get this straight...Charlie Sheen can make a "porn family", Kelsey Grammar can end a 15 year marriage over the phone, Larry King can be on divorce #9, Britney Spears had a 55 hour marriage, Jesse James and Tiger Woods, while married, were having sex with EVERYONE. Yet, the idea of same-sex marriage is going to destroy the institution of marriage? Really? Reblog if you are proud to support equal rights.
i cant seem to get over a few things. one being the current mayhem of my family life. two being how i could possibly let myself get so wrapped up in one boy. so wrapped up to the point where id be completely lost without him. icant get over how mean some people can be. & that i got TWO b’s on my report card. well thays basically it iguess.
yesterday. this kid that likes me is in my class. and i promised that i’d still act like before iknew he liked me. so in gym yesterday i was like whats wrong. and ifigured out it was something to do with me. so when he wouldnt tell me, inaturally got mad. and went to lunch mad. where my boyfriend proceeded to get very angry that he was bothering me and making me this mad. and he was all like ‘well maybe your life would be better if iwasnt around’ but of course thats not true. and we argued about that for a good five hours or so.